Emotionally, I have only been getting more and more ready for Rylee to be here. I was so scared at first, I couldn't imagine having a baby at this age (20). But I know I can do it. My mom did it when she was 20, and she did an amazing job, even for a single parent. She is amazing. I know I can do this. It also helps knowing that Danny is here, he's 24 and he's more than ready. He is super excited for our baby to be here, I know he is going to be an amazing father. I have been forgetting a lot of things lately, too. I'll need to do something, and it will leave my mind completely. I guess people call it "pregnancy brain", and it sucks because I've always kind of had a bad memory in the first place! I am definitely a little more emotional than normal, I am pretty sure it has to do with my exhaustion as well, though. I am an irritable person when I am tired, so now that I am ALWAYS feeling tired, I have a hard time controlling my irritableness. I am kind of snappy toward Danny a lot, and I really try not to be, but my hormones get the best of me most the time. I appreciate him for putting up with it, though, but I know he doesn't deserve it. I try my hardest to keep my mood swings under control.
My sleeping schedule is still pretty awesome I must say. I am still not waking up in the middle of the night to pee, not even once! However, I do wake up early in the morning to pee, usually around 6 or 7. I hear that a lot of pregnant women have to pee several times during the night, and I am just glad I'm still able to sleep during the night without having to wake up. Maybe in the next few weeks I'll start having to wake up numerous times in the middle of my sleep to pee, but for now I am enjoying my sleep!
My body is still the same for the most part, besides the size of my belly growing. I have no stretch marks besides the very small, unnoticeable ones on my boobs. I am waiting for my stomach to just pop in the remaining weeks, so we will see what happens. My ankles and feet have not swollen yet either, I am so thankful for that as well. It just looks like something that is really uncomfortable. I will keep you guys updated on EVERYTHING! If anything changes, I will definitely let you know. Thank you for taking your time to read my blogs, and watch my videos. You guys are all so awesome!
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